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8 to 5/4
04:13
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Grinding My Teeth
04:22
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I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep
Can't lift up the covers, my arms are too weak
I look like I'm bathing in bleach
When I go outside the sun tries to kill me
So I stay inside, why should I fight
When every end is the same for me
Who knows best, me or the rest
When every end is the same
I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep
No dreams to discover, just nightmares for me
When my eyes finally peek
I want to hide from what the sight is revealing
Think I need to try, to identify
Everything that is plaguing me
Fatalist, anxious mess
I'll take steps to change
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3. |
Busted Teeth
03:34
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You're the reason my teeth are busted
I grind them down while I hold back screams
What's the reason that I'm working
What's the point of having dreams
I can't quit cuz I'm moving up
Working toward that nickel raise
On the wall of the best employees
There's a picture of my face
Unpaid overtime
Not required but implied
It's time that I take back my life
Use my busted teeth to bite
You're the reason I don't trust it
Any part of the scheme
I worked for 12 hours and barely earned enough to cover the fees
Unpaid overtime
I dream of a 9 to 5
I just need to put in more year, then I'll have enough to leave
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Vainglory
02:57
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Racing up in the air
They're so excited to meet me there
No one can compare
Rule the world from my bedroom chair
Earned my self esteem
Not just a pedestrian on the street
I'll prove it I just need
A few more years then you will see
Say my name in vain
Glorious refrain
Live in worldwide fame
Don't deny that my right to rule is plain
If life ends in vain
Glorious refrain
I'll smile in the flames
Happy knowing that my charade sustained
Bring you up to speed?
Just in case let me repeat
Meet me up in the air
I shine so bright the sun gets scared
My busted teeth repaired
Best wear shades to beat my glare
Can you even believe
My life story is incomplete
Trust me I just need
A few more words to fill the sheets
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Eye to Eye
02:37
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Been with me for years
You know all my deepest fears
You know everything I go through
You know everything you can abuse
Say you'll always love me
But you're always above me
If love is what we have here
Why is the only thing I feel fear?
I don't wanna be around here no more
We argue so much that my mouth is sore
We don't see eye to eye
So let's stop living a lie
I don't need to be around here no more
Putting the effort in an endless chore
We don't see eye to eye
And I'm looking down this time
So I guess this is goodbye
Think of all the years
We wasted being here
Every fight we went through
How did I always lose?
There was a time I loved you
Or was it I was trained to?
I finally see it clear
I'm the king here
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Payback
05:01
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All of my biggest arguments
That I won they were just in my head
Took a beating from the things that they said
You’ll never do it, you mess it up
You know you blew it so give it up
Just sticking to it won’t make it up
It only proves that you’ll screw it up
Can't forget all that they stole
This is payback
Gonna get all that I'm owed
Then I'll lay back
Consequence we can't control
Brace for impact
Finally think I'm breaking the mold
That I'm on track
I'm better than you think I am
I'm better than I thought I was
I'm better than the average man
I shine so bright I blind the sun
They all seem to think they’ve won
We’ll see who’s here when morning comes
I feel it, I think I’m starting a fire
The truth is, I don’t care who I burn
Its only fair to flush out the liars
I’ve waited so long to take my turn
I’m counting up all that they stole
This is payback
Can you imagine the toll?
Breaking my back
Every virtue they extol
Makes me look bad
Finally think that I’m breaking their mold
Now I fight back
All of my biggest failures can’t all lie at my feet
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Burn
04:27
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Why should I settle for some petty revenge
I'll use all that I have to start a whole movement
Burn down the city, burn the state and then
Use what's left to build a monument
Let's burn it down
Ashes will nourish the ground
Destroy all the proper nouns
I'm the only one worth knowing now
Hear the people say they think that I am so vain
But playing down my glory wouldn't make me sane
Paint pictures of me, write down my name
Replace everyone else in the hall of fame
Everyone who thinks they hate the one percent
Jealousy is causing their mind to ferment
Bide your time and wait for the right moment
Put in the time and earn respect
I’ve lived long enough to have the right to complain
Why should I be the one who has to change?
All of those who love me, the few that remain
Better know by now that they should stay in their lane
All the worst things start with good intent
A single person hurt, the root of all contempt
Maybe take some time to self reflect
Wonder if I’ve become what I resent
I'm burning down
My ashes will nourish the ground
I thought I was heaven bound
An angel that has fallen underground
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Consequences
04:25
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I never forget the consequences of my actions when I get home
Everybody else does the same thing as me, but the way they act you'd never know
My feelings match when the sky is blue
The futures cold and so are you
It goes like this and then it breaks down
I don't regret it, it's not my place to choose where life is headed, outcomes I own
Everything I did was the best for me, but the way it's been, you’d never know
My future lacks all the beautiful hues
It's my fault, won't give an excuse
Consequences, you can't outrun
Living life just for fun
Look ahead and the vision is clear
You just spent all your golden years
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Veins
03:05
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Say it's so hard, I'm trying so hard
Lying to myself and you
I played my part, I've earned my scars
Words to conceal the truth
The veins are underneath
My blood is fighting me
The lies and jealousy
Cut inside
Evil in me, malevolence in me
Loves how I lie to you
Admission of guilt, release and the thrill
Of knowing how much more I hide from you
Play into this villainous persona
Vainglorious mask to hide my shame
The only option is to take it further
And burn down the only good that remains
Pick the wound, tear at the corners
The only truth that I know is pain
When the evil finally takes over
Will I even notice a change?
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10. |
Life Story
05:09
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Villainy, it suits me
But look at what it's getting me
Even though revenge is sweet
Revenge is what's coming for me
What’d I tell you? The second I fight back it all falls apart
For every action, the reaction pushed me way too far
Trust in others, another phrase for letting down your guard
I'll be an atom, I know I don’t wanna be a star
I don’t want a life story
I could do with just a sentence or two
Could you imagine the whole world knowing all the stupid things we do?
I take action, I'm pushed back
Gaining traction, I fall back
Satisfaction, fading fast
The reaction, knock me flat
What'd I tell you? The second I stood up I'm knocked on the floor
For every window God keeps closing all the doors
Lean on others? Well when I did I always asked for more
I'm leaving the surface, It's better if I melt into the core
I don't want a life story
A deep description of my years of abuse
Could you imagine how it feels when the villain turns out to be you?
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11. |
List of Symptoms
05:14
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It's a wonder I have any teeth left
Grab some pliers and get it over with
It's like one of those dreams that you have when stressed
Why is this the dream I could manifest?
Everything I blamed on everybody else
Payback ate away at my mental health
What starts in the brain can take over the self
Run throughout my veins and break out
All I am is a list of symptoms
A normal life would spread my disease
Friends I've had, a list of my victims
Curing them is removing me
All the things I burned I will never get back
The consequence of which is I live in the trash
The blood inside my veins is on the attack
My life story fades to an epitaph
Here lies the one and only
King of Vainglory
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